Sunday, September 9, 2012

Unpredictable Situations... be flexible


Well.  I guess it’s time for another exciting blog post.  I’ll update you on the family that my friend, Jeremiah, and I have been sharing the Gospel with.  Then I’ll let you all know how you can pray... because we’ve got some crazy events coming up.

UPDATE SINCE LAST POST:
So, if you read my last post you’ll remember the family Jeremiah and I have met with on Wednesdays for the past three weeks.  Jack and Amanda are the sweetest couple.  They have three little kids.  The oldest is a girl named Mira.  She’s about six or seven.  A couple weeks ago, we bonded over some tossing of a yellow kickball.  I guess she really enjoyed that time we had because the next week, when we came back, Mira ran up to me and gave me a big hug saying, “I missed you!”  She also asked, “Hey, can I play that game on your phone again?” but that’s irrelevant.  

Before we arrived at their house I had prepared to share the creation story (Jeremiah shared the story of Adam and Eve) with the family, so I drew a couple coloring pictures for Mira to color.  I did this in hopes she would be listening too. 
Anyway, things didn’t go as predicted... but is God ever predictable?  Nope.  I called them beforehand to remind them we were coming.  They were happy to know we were coming.  Then we arrived and found out Jack wasn’t feeling well because of a bad infection.  Therefore, he wasn’t going to sit and talk that day.  Also, Amanda was very tired and therefore not as responsive as usual.  ALSO, Jeremiah had a bit of a cold (or allergies, I forget).  ALSO, Mira had to clean her room before she could hang out with us... so this is why flexibility is the theme of today’s post.

Jeremiah and I sat down with Amanda in her living room.  The kids were a little distracting, but we started our story telling.  

[side note: it’s always awkward to start telling these stories.  I mean, who goes into someone’s house and says, “Hey can I tell you some stories?”  The facial reactions are usually a little weird.]

Jeremiah kind of prompted me to start telling the creation story, and so it began.  Amanda seemed to enjoy the stories, even with the frequent distractions from the kids.  It ended up being a pretty good evening.  Mira even finished cleaning her room before we left, so I was able to give her the coloring pictures and tell her a quick story about creation and Adam and Eve.  I shared the encouraging Philippians 4 with Amanda, we prayed for her and Jack, then we headed out.  

Even if it hadn’t gone as planned, God still worked in the situation.  I pray that He’ll continue to work in their lives.  He is always good, even when there are uncomfortable conditions.

CRAZY THINGS COMING UP:
Later this week, we’ll be having our first hands on training (other than Ground School).  This is called Bulldog 1.  I’m not exactly sure what’s going down, but by now it’s just the norm to not know what’s going on.  The following week, we have a couple days of transportation training in the city.  I am very excited for this!

HOW YOU CAN PRAY:
  1. Pray that God will heal Jack’s infection and ask God to turn both Jack’s and Amanda’s hearts toward Him.
  2. Pray for me and the other students as we are about to go through training this week and the next, starting Thursday.  Ask God to prepare us for the things we will be encountering in other countries... not just physically, but mentally.
  3. Pray that we will all be extremely humbled by God and His incredible story.  Pride is one of our greatest enemies right now.  It’s pride that causes disunity in a team, disrespect, and a closed mind.  In order to make it through this semester, we have to be unified as the body of Christ, thinking of others before ourselves, and ready to learn from and understand each experience we go through.  We have to be FLEXIBLE.

Thanks you for all your love, support, and prayer!

1 Peter 1:13
“Therefore, prepare your minds for action; be self-controlled; set your hope fully on the grace to be given you when Jesus Christ is revealed.”

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

God Opens A Door. Literally.

On Wednesday nights, a group of us goes out to do some good ol' door to door evangelism.  Fun stuff. So two weeks ago, my friend, Jeremiah, and I were paired up.  Jeremiah is pretty much a pro at door to door evangelism, since he made it his hobby when he's home with friends.  What?  Who does that?  So I was really glad that we're a team.  I've been learning a lot from him.  

Anyway, on the first Wednesday, God brought us to this one lady that let us in the house... let me repeat that... SHE LET US IN HER HOUSE.  All we said was, "Hello we're from this church and we're just walking around to see how people are doing and how we can pray for anyone today."  And she casually responded, "Yeah, sure, come on in."  We just kind of looked at each other like, "Whoa.  We just got invited in her house!"  We got really excited.  

We exchanged introductions (her name is Amanda) and asked her how she was doing, etc.  We talked for a little bit and asked her how we could pray for her.  She said she and her husband wanted to strengthen their marriage... which was PERFECT because we also happend to be handing out flyers about this session at the church about biblical marriage, sexuality, and relationships.  Dang, God works fast.  

Her husband (Jack) came home at that point and we got to pray with BOTH of them.  Afterwards, we were able to exchange phone numbers and invite them to our church.  We spent about fifteen minutes with them.  We walked out the door, light on our feet, realizing that God had just handed us a family that was ready to hear his message.  Whoa.  Mind blown... but that was nothing compared to what happened the next week.

So last week, Jeremiah and I walked straight to Amanda and Jack's house.  Amanda let us in again and this time we got to spend a whole hour and a half with both of them and their three little kids.  Jeremiah got straight to the point and asked them if we could hear some of their life stories and then tell them our stories.  They agreed with hardly any hesitation (whoa).  They both have pretty heart breaking and sad pasts; not much hope.  But, the good thing is that they each recognize that they are broken people and they both sort of implied that they are Christians, but they haven't been to church in awhile.  Jeremiah and I can see that they REALLY want some hope.  They need someone or something SOLID that they can rely on... put their hope in.  JESUS.  Haha, heck yes!  

So we shared our testimonies with them too.  Neither of us can relate to thier difficult pasts, since we both grew up in Christian homes.  But, God has given each of us pasts that have built our faith in Him and He's given us passion for His message.  So we pray that the Holy Spirit will work through us; speak through us.  How could we possibly understand what they've been through?  Only God could truly understand.  So basically we have to completely rely on Him to draw them to Himself.  It's gonna be rad!

We asked if we could come back next week and do some Bible study with them.  They were very interested... whoa!  So we prayed for them again and then left the house to join the rest of our group back at the cars.  I'm pretty sure we half skipped down the sidewalk and rejoiced about the whole situation as we headed back.  There is no greater joy than to obey God (share His love and the Gospel) and have God work through you to bring people Hope.  Holy flipping cow!  I'm so blessed to have been chosen to be a part of sharing God's hope with this family.  Let His name be glorified.

HOW YOU CAN PRAY:
- Please pray for Jack and Amanda and their three kids (the oldest is 6).  Pray that their hearts and minds will be open and ready to hear the truth of the Word.  Pray also that their marriage will be strengthened as God draws them to Himself.  
- Please pray for me and Jeremiah.  Ask God to humble us and have love for this family as Jesus would.  Pray that we will have boldness, peace, and hope in the words we speak and (most of all) that we will glorify God no matter what the outcome.  

Thanks for all your support!  I hope these stories are encouraging to you in your own life.  To God be the glory!
                                        
John 6:44
"No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him, and I will raise him up at the last day."

1 Peter 1:8-9
"Though you have not seen Him, you love Him; and even though you do not see Him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy, for you are recieving the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls."

Monday, August 27, 2012

Team Bell

Well... these are the really cool girls I ended up with.  This is me, Hannah, and Jessica.  We get along fantastically and so far we're having a good time buying and cooking food with each other.  Jessica can't have milk, but that's the only thing we have to watch out for.
Oh!  And these are the super snazzy uniforms we get to wear to all our classes.  Oversized tan polos and black pants are totally cool here... yeah, the shirt is litterally tucked in 10 inches past my waist.  Go ahead... laugh.  It's funny.

PRAYER REQUEST TIME:
So this first week after Ground School was awesome!  I loved every bit of knowledge and wisdom we were given.  I already have so many good notes to go over.  If you're interested in what we learned, ask me sometime.  I loved every minute of it!  But my prayer request has to do with the way I receive this abundance of knowledge... After learning all these beautiful concepts and techniques, I almost feel proud.  BUT, what I want to be is HUMBLED by all of it.  Please pray that our vision of God would be amplified so that the more we learn, the more He is glorified... not ourselves.  Thanks for all the prayers!  More adventures and surprises are certain to come!



Psalm 139:13-14  "For You created my inmost being; You knit me together in my mother's womb.  I praise You for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.  Your works are wonderful.  I know that full well."

First Aid!... The Comic

I seriously don't know anything about first aid... hence the comic.  But, I'm so stoked to learn more about it!

Ground School... the Comic

This is a little bit exaggerated... but mostly true.

Saturday, August 18, 2012

GROUND SCHOOL

[For the sake of those who might attend this program in the future, I can't tell you everything that happened during these 2 weeks of ground school.  So all secrets will be replaced with the code word *PEANUTBUTTER* Thank you for your cooperation.]

And there's probably a lot of mix ups in this post.  The past two weeks were kind of a blur.  It took me forever to remember all the things we did... in order.  And I probably missed some events.  Oh well.

Day 0 Saturday

Orientation.  I met some the other students and their families.  I convinced one of the families to adopt me for the day since my parents couldn't be there.  (Thank you Kimberly).  Once the parents left, we met all our leaders and introduced ourselves.  After that, we were sent back to our rooms to fetch our phones and other electronics.  There will be no electonic distractions during ground school.  This was the night we would be given our uniforms and officially starting ground school.  It was a crazy night.

Day 1 Sunday

We were abruptly awoken by the sound of *PEANUTBUTTER*.  We learned how to march and how to keep our uniforms perfectly in sync with everyone elses uniform.  We had Physical Training (PT).  For those who worked out this summer (I did) PT was pretty good.   Lunch was rather interesting, considering that it was *PEANUTBUTTER*.  We also had a class to practice sharing testimonies and sharing the story of the Bible.  My temporary team of three girls and our leader made spaghetti for dinner that night.  This was a long long day.

Day 2 Monday

More marching.  PT seems to be different everyday... whether it's running, marching long distance, extreme work outs etc.  Almost every meal was made by one of our teams.  But before meals we always had PT.  Today was the day we had room inspections (I think.  Most days just seem like a blur now).  Then we split up in random groups and did a special *PEANUTBUTTER* test which helped us learn to work as a team.  Tonight we got to put on normal clothes and practice sharing stories and the Bible with random people in the city.  It was also the day we heard about the singer Josh Garrels.  He's definitely my new favorite music artist.

Day 3 Tuesday

More marching... we are getting better.  If we forget any part of our uniform, leave anyone behind, show up late, don't show respect, etc. we are punished... a.k.a. smoked.  And everyday we also have about an hour for quiet time... and we are not allowed to fall asleep (or we get smoked).  I enjoyed this day because we did some rock climbing and other things that people do on cliffs.  Oh, I forgot to mention earlier that we do this thing called gaurd duty every night.  It basically means less sleep and more responsibility.

Day 4 Wednesday

Today we did the normal... march, PT, quiet time, cook food.  We put on our daily field uniforms (really big black cargo pants, tan shirt, tan boots, black boonie hat) and we got in groups to pick up trash.  Then we were in for a big surprise when our leaders led us to a grassy clearing and put *PEANUTBUTTER* on us and then proceeded to lead us down a *PEANUTBUTTER*.  It was a crazy experience and a good lesson.

Day 5 Thursday

Today was interesting.  It rained some.  We had a pretty good dinner and we sang some worship songs afterwards.  Then one of our leaders got us excited by telling us we were going to have a *PEANUTBUTTER* night... but we were also skeptical because we had our PT uniforms on.  We were led into a small room that was extremely *PEANUTBUTTER*.  We were given specific directions to follow.  It was a long evening.

Day 6 Friday

We did the normal PT etc. then we were given a list of things to pack because we were going out to *PEANUTBUTTER* to spend the night, and then go *PEANUTBUTTER* on Saturday.  It was meant to be a more relaxing weekend, which was very nice.

Day 7 Saturday

*PEANUTBUTTER* was so fun!  Later we arrived back on campus.

Day 8 Sunday

We got to go to church!  But it was hard to stay awake during the service due to lack of sleep from gaurd duty.  We had delicious *PEANUTBUTTER* for lunch.  But after all this, it was back to the strenuous life of ground school.  We packed up to live outside for the rest of the week.  We did a lot of digging (firepits and "bathrooms"), collecting firewood, building tents, and other camping stuff.  No electricity, no heating or cooling systems.  The food was never cooked perfectly.  We had a lot more responsibilities and we still had to set the alarm for gaurd duties every night.  So that was our life for the rest of the week.  We also got to write down our preferences for where we would want to serve in the Spring or what leader we may want to be with.

Day 9 Monday

PT, quiet time, breakfast, etc.  Then we did a lot of manual labor around campus. PT is always crazy and different than the day before.  Surprisingly though, we also did night PT today.  We got in groups to carry these huge *PEANUTBUTTER* up to a monument.  We learned a good lesson about how brave men who fought for a cause and gave their lives for it.  It's crazy to think about it.  Believers should be just as willing if not more willing to give their lives for their cause too.  We got in pairs and prayed.  I loved that time that we had.  Afterwards, we got in formation and marched.  We marched and didn't stop... our leader marched us right into *PEANUTBUTTER* which turned out to be very scary at first.  Yelling and whooping helped distract from the *PEANUTBUTTER*.  The cool breeze didn't help either.  Then we marched back and picked up our huge *PEANUTBUTTER* and marched back to campus.  It was a cold night for camping.

Day 10 Tuesday

The previous day we were given 2 *PEANUTBUTTER* to take care of.  It was extremely annoying.  They were loud and made a mess.  We even had had to take them to gaurd duty with us.  But today was a sad and cold day for us and the *PEANUTBUTTER*.  The rest is *PEANUTBUTTER*.

Day 11 Wednesday

Today was the day we had our final PT test.  Then later we cleared out a place in the forest for the "Exodus".  Then we put on PT gear and headed out to the field to play a big game of Murder Ball.  (tackle football.  no protection.  hospital trips are almost inevitable.)  We also found out our final team that we would be going overseas with in the Spring.  It all happened that night.  It was so exciting meeting my team and finding out our destination.  We will be in a cold mountainous area in central Asia.  There are two other girls on my team and I love our leader too.  We prayed and then talked about what we might be doing in central Asia.  I'm extremely excited.  ...but after all this excitement, we began the hardest part of ground school.  It involved staying awake and focused for the next four hours while sitting and listening to a *PEANUTBUTTER*.

Day 12 Thursday

We did a special PT that morning that involved *PEANUTBUTTER*, carrying heavy *PEANUTBUTTER*, teamwork, and lots of walking.  After that we made breakfast and prepared for the Exodus.  The Exodus was basically *PEANUTBUTTER*.  But after that, we were done.  Finished with ground school.  It felt SO good.  We could do nothing but collapse on the ground in pure joy.  The leaders had us march for the last time out in front of the dorm building for the cross ceremony.  It was beautiful.  Then we had the best meal I had ever tasted.  And truthfully that's the last thing I remember of Thursday.  Showering and sleeping never felt so wonderful.  Praise the Lord.

Day 13 Friday

The guys were so nice and got up before 8 (which was supposed to be our breakfast time) and they made french toast, eggs, and hashbrowns for everyone.  We got to wear normal clothes today and we had a debriefing session to talk about ground school and how the rest of the semester would work.  We got our laptops, watches, cell phones, and wallets back.  Number 1 priority was to call my mom and dad.  Priority number 2: proclaim to Facebook that I survived and thrived.  Then my team went out to dinner.  The leaders are finally my good friends, and not my intimidating masters.

Saturday

I've been reflecting on all that I've learned these past 2 weeks.  Though it was probably the hardest two weeks of my life, it was also the time that God taught me the most.  The first week, God showed me the  sin my life, down to the tiniest bits.  I've been full of pride, so judgemental, selfish, and often careless.  Every one of my actions has a consequence.  Each action affects others and that effect could be bigger than I imagined.  Losing or forgetting one thing could mean a huge punishment for someone else.

The second week, I felt distant from God, which is totally not true because God never leaves or forsakes us.  What I really felt distant from... was comfort.  It's SO easy to be tight with God when I'm at home doing quiet time on my bed with no distractions, perfect temperature, a full stomach, and a good night's rest.  But when I've had little sleep, tasteless food, I'm sitting in the dry grass, ants crawling on my leg, sun beating down on my back, it's HARD to focus on God.  I'm so sorry for ever taking for granted the spare time I had to spend with God, to serve.  I've been filled with joy, peace, patience, and great love that I'm so excited to spread.  Thank you all for prayers.  God was there every moment, working in every participant.  Greater things are yet to come.

Joshua 1:9 "Have I not commanded you?  Be STRONG and COURAGEOUS. Do not be terrified, do not be discouraged.  For the Lord your God WILL be with you wherever you GO."

Friday, August 3, 2012

PREPARED

A million thoughts are going through my mind right now.  I flew out to Missouri today.  I'm now in a hotel room reading the packet for the first time (since I never actually recieved it back home. oh well).  Everything I'm reading is making me ten times more excited for what's ahead.  I'm not afraid and I'm not worried.  But, there's a lot to know and a lot to be prepared for.
Amazingly enough, I've realized this week how much God has been preparing me for this year.  I can sense His excitement for me!  This past Summer, my greatest desire was to get to know Him better.  He helped me set aside distractions and He led me straight to His arms.  That blows my mind.  As long as I'm focusing in on Him at all times, I will not be shaken.  He is the rock that I lean on.  
Thanks for all your prayers!  Continue to pray for me, other students, and leaders as we head into Ground School these next two weeks.  There's a lot of physical training and it's not going to be easy.   Pray.  I can't thank you all enough!

Isaiah 40:28-31  
"...The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth.
 He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom.

He gives STRENGTH to the weary adn increases the power of the weak.
Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;

but those who HOPE in the LORD will RENEW THEIR STRENGTH.

They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint."